Monday, September 28, 2009

Aftermath of F1

Ah... my legs are killing me. And I got another 2 pimples on my face. Lucky they are small ones.

I will upload the videos and pictures another day. Lazy now lah. I am just waiting for my hair to dry so that I can go to sleep. Lucky I got the mind to take AM leave tomorrow. Would have taken the whole day if there are less things pending my inputs before I go on external course on Wed.

Tired.... Well at least I see Lewis Hamilton and BSB live.

Cheerios. Bye.

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Sunday, September 27, 2009

F1

Woo Hoo!

I am going to F1 tomorrow!

Expect pictures!

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Monday, September 21, 2009

VMA

I am watching the whole VMAs now... and I saw the New Moon trailer, and I am so darned excited!
I am in Edward Cullen camp, so yeah!

Lucky Adeline agreed to watch with me, because she watched it and Jul missed it and Jul was afraid that she won't be able to understand this movie. But yeah! New Moon!





Btw, I am so surprised that Dakota Fanning looks so grown up in this movie. I felt that it was yesterday when I see her so young and acting as a young daughter in I am Sam...


Btw, Beyonce was damn graceful about Taylor's incident. As much as he can be a genius, Kanye really lacks EQ.

Cheerios.

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Thursday, September 17, 2009

Some New MJ videos.

Stop telling me I am obsessed. I am just interested, and I think there will be some others who are too =)

The recent MTV Video Music Awards, with a tribute to MJ. Love esp Janet's section, to make it look like she was dancing with him. And esp love how Beyonce jumped up and down in excitement.


The tv show that makes it the first time I was totally impressed with MJ. It was this show called The American Bandstand on ch5 back in 2002, and I was watching because I wanna see Brandy =) But MJ came as a special guest, and honestly, that was the damnest hottest performance I had ever seen then. He was dancing to his song Dangerous btw.



The same performance to the same song, only was in 1995. Got it on one of my dvds, and it was already super good. Btw, if you noticed, the crowd was relatively quiet. My mum said she thinks the crowd were too memerised to remember to scream.


His performance at one of the award shows in 1993, singing Remember The Time. He was sitting down because he sprained his ankle the day before, and therefore could not even stand, let alone dance.



Lastly, the official trailer to the This Is It movie of MJ... out in Oct 28. Jul, can we watch it please? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE?



Ok, will update my happenings soon. Enjoy the vids.

Cheerios.

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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Shows are Coming Back!

I am not so depressed anymore...

Gossip Girl, 90210, Brothers and Sisters and Grey's Anatomy are back!

I am back to being a tv girl =)

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Monday, September 07, 2009

I know I badly need to update my blog, but I just lack of mood these days.

I am having a damn boring life. Basically, the whole of Aug is all about work work work. UAT in the company is enough to kill me, not to mention this is the period of time my dept dread for because of income filing... It's horrible. Imagine signing documents for approval for the WHOLE DAY. I think the record was about 400, and that was because we were rushing for a system deadline.

And on top of that, all the 'masters' around... sigh

I am a little lost about my life these days. What do I really want to do? What is my next step? What is next in store for me? I am really confused these days, and I wanted answers. Da jie brought me to see a feng shui master for my 8 characters, and it kinda shed some light on my life, what to do, what I should do, though I know fully well that I am and should not trust what the master said fully. Take it at a pinch of salt, I would say. But it does help to ease my confusion a little.

Sometimes, I think I am a little too hard on myself. The master did say that I have high expectations of many things, which I think it is partly true. Some things I can let go, but some I can't. Basically, I think I have the highest expectations of myself. I hate it when I know that I did not do my best, did not perform my best or I made a stupid mistakes. With the huge amount of work this month, I made a lot more mistakes than usual. It makes me hate myself more, asking myself with more questions. I sometimes think that I wonder too much, and I think that is a bad thing because it is messing with my head. I need to start learning to take things easy and stop putting stress on myself, or else I would end up having high blood pressure before my head is full of grey hair.

These days, I am just waiting for the bomb to drop. Literally and figuratively. Literally because I have a lot of things pending my boss' review and she hasn't done so and the deadline for the big boss is looming. I know there will be a pile of work after she reviewed whatever I have done. Figuratively because I really feel like I am wandering along my life, not knowing what am I doing except passing on days at a time. I NEED a bomb to drop figuratively. If it doesn't, I will need to look for it soon.

Sometimes, I thought about letting my good buddies in my dept to have the url of my blog, to let them understand that I am ...deeper than they thought. I know too many people think that I am childish with impossible hopes about life and doesn't think much deeper than that. But I always thought of myself as an onion. You need to shed many layers to get to the core. But then again, I withheld back. Nothing will come out good if you let colleagues too much into your personal life.

Ok, enough about my wonderings. Let's talk about the other aspects of my life.

Celebrated Jul's and Zoe's birthday. Aug is typically the month I go broke because of these 2 people. I hope they have fun during their birthdays, even though I think I wasn't a good company to them because I am really tired from my work. Took half day off on one of the fridays (because I really cannot stand the shit) and went out with Da Jie. I really envious of her sometimes. She kinda have a grip of her life, but I don't.

Have pictures, but lazy to blog.

Am obsessed with Sally's Spa and Sally's Salon on my colleague's iphone. I am comtemplating to buy the PC version to play because I always went to play my colleague's phone after lunch to cure my obsession.

Am obsessed with Twilight books (I want to be a vampire to be with Edward Cullen) and now moving on to The Time Traveller's Wife. Saw the movie version last fri (and Coco Before Chanel on Sat) but I am just going to read it. Nothing beats a good book.

Sigh, hated myself that I am always lack of money. Wanted to buy books books and more books. Am waiting for payday again.

Back to TV. Cheerios.

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