Thursday, November 29, 2007

My addiction

A few mins later and I have to head to expo for Sitex...

Exams are over but I am super screwed this time. Shit lah... esp my intro to jap paper. Don't even know how I got through that paper.. And the worst thing is, I kept thinking about it when I shouldn't because I can do nothing about it and should enjoy these days before the release of results. But I am worried this time...

Anyway, fyi. Everyone who knows me has been calling me crazy because I like grasshopper and Aaron Kwok... those 40-something year old men. But guess what?? Irene got my disease too!!

Yes Irene, the guy who acted as Dai Guan (the guy u like and said that he is quite shuai) in the show 老婆大人 is 王杰...

Hahahahaha... and guess what??

He is 45 years old!!!

Older than all the members of Grasshopper and Aaron Kwok!!!

Hahaha... u got a worse disease than me!!

Ok... I shall go now. Will blog about updates on mon because I will be working all the way to Sun. Wish me luck!!

Cheerios.

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Saturday, November 17, 2007

Last fun that I can get before studying...

Oh well...

This is the last fun that I can have before I have to start studying... Although I end really early this time round for exams, this means that I don't have that much time to study slowly or take my time or play around. REALLY have to start soon. Sighz. But I am so damn sian about it because I feel like after working so hard the past few weeks (or maybe a couple of months of non-stop working), I really need a break. Oh well.... ren for a couple of weeks.

Pictures of the outing that I went for yesterday... It was damn stupid at times because I am still having this annoying and persistent cough that I just cannot recover from and my choices of food becomes limited... Example: The rest can have fish and chips while Wei Quan and Nicole had to peel the fried skin off so that I can have the fish only. And the rest can have cold alcoholic drinks while I have HOT EARL GREY TEA.... Lastly, the rest can have satays while I have popiah.... Argh. It's annoying.






But at least the crazy photo taking was fun. Decided that if we have the time after exams, we shall go and bar=hop and see which place have the best ambience and setting for a nice drink... =)

And I am bugging those people who are graduating soon to remember to ask me out next yr and treat me to dinner because by that time they should be working and earning money while I am still a poor poor poor student =( Haha... this applies to Nicole, Li Ting, Yingqi, Linda, bla bla bla... u guys know who u are =) I am looking forward to those free meals next year!!! Wahahahahahahaha....

Ok!! Shall study soon!!! Must motivate myself!!!

Anyway, IE people reading my blog now, can someone confirm our next outing? And what are we doing then?? It's like damn confusing now... =(

Cheerios everyone!!! xoxo

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Friday, November 16, 2007

Afterthoughts....

Finally the projects are all over!!! Hahaha... damn happy lahz. Cos I felt like I have been constantly working since the mid-term break started... hahaha... now only left a quiz and 3 papers to tackle...

After that peak period, I have many many MANY afterthoughts... so much so that I feel that I am going to burst.

The presentation on mon was okay, except the fact that u can tell that there are 3 people in our group are sick lah.. cos 3 of us are coughing non-stop. And I did a damn paiseh thing during my part... ah.... feel so bad.

Then Aleks, Irene and me went out for a mini celebration!!! Haha... we kinda forced him to treat cos we did a lot of dirty work for him = Haha... have a lot of fun. Esp when Irene was asking him how many girlfriends he had altog in his lifetime... Haha. First time I see him so paiseh lah... so funny. Then he had this red soup thing (I forgot what's that le) that looks so damn hot lah!! Then went Daiso and have a little fun, except the part whereby Aleks caught me offguard la =( Then went Swensens for ice-cream!!! BUT I CAN'T EAT =(They had to like cut a section out for me so that I dont pass my germs to them... =( Make me feel some kind of unwanted piece of company...

There are a lot of Aleks' pictures in my camera because those pictures of me are in his camera and he is so freaking slow that I haven't got the pictures yet. Will upload when I EVER get them.. I will pick those damn funny ones though....

Haiz... if our project had been smoother, I think our experience with working with each other will be betta... but oh well. I tried my best le, Irene tried her best, Aleks tried his best, and many many more.... everything was working against us. The "S" , the timing, bla bla bla.... and sometimes, it's awful to think that u almost want to burst on somebody just because the person has been so inconsiderate. And it has been awful to feel awful and had someone to say "You sounded terrible" to confirm that... ah... so much had happened the last few weeks. If u want to know, u can come to me and I shall complain to u one by one... haha..

The following pictures are the more classic and funny ones... =)







I never had so much drama in my school life till this sem. I always have been those 'easy come easy go' girl. I try not to harp too much on things, let go of things easily and even allow people to take advantage of me a little at times (I think it's okay for this as long as it is not too much lah...) so as "lead a peaceful life" la. Close one eye, open one eye.... but still, I can't escape this sem. Sighz. No point thinking about it.

I also realised that sometimes life can be just way too hard. I met people who are just way too defensive, people who put their guard way high up and way too self-centred to see how others think and feel. I don't care if those people tell me that they do think about others' feelings, because they are not. What's the point of living ur life so guardful? Protect urself and feelings all u want, but u got think of others. Is it fair to treat others like that? Just because the person suay doesn't mean that he is in for it. There is no need to attack just because a person strikes ur raw nerve....

Letting people in and putting ur guard down doesn't mean losing your independence. Rather, it makes u more humane. Let go. Independence is not that.

Sighz. Peaceful life is good. Why can't people understand that????

Anyway, on wed, me and jul went to watch the r21 version of Lust Caution 色戒 at vivo. (Yiwen, jul passed me the cd on wed lo... fyi) Yes, the UNCENSORED AND UNCUT ONE. And of course, my first r21 show. I booked the tickets the day before, and so we got good seats. The theatre was full lo, although it is a small one. Wah..... I got no comments about those scenes lah. But I think it is kinda necessary, because I think those scenes show the transition of feelings. Without it I think the transition of feelings will be damn abrupt. And of course, it will loses its continuity of the movie... But I admit, the acting was very good. I know Huiteng and others may be going on for Tony Leung, but I prefer the female lead Tong Wei's acting. Her pain is constantly in her eyes, and I think her role (minus those scenes lah) is very very tough to act. I pity the female character in the show actually. I can't imagine to fall in love with the man u are supposed to help killing... it must be painful to play so many roles at the same time and feel so much as well....

In the theatre, jul said we were easily the youngest there. Yes, we kena check for IC before entry. But jul said that there were people staring at us when we walked into the theatre, which I did not notice... oh well. We are legally 21, they can't do anything about it =)

And also, there is an interesting thing that happened that day.... yes regarding Aleks and Alex. If anyone interested can ask me... it's kinda funny actually. Or maybe I am the only one thinking it is funny... hahaha..

Oh yeah, I was late for computing lecture on wed for 30 mins. And that lecture was only like 35 mins -_-''''' So I was there like for 5 mins lah... and then carisse, irene, carisse's friend maxine and I had way too much time to kill.... so we went to the Bukit Timah Campus!!!

Damn sua ku ok, since I had NEVER BEEN THERE SINCE IT BECOMES NUS LAW FAC. I had visited there way back in 2005, when I was called back for an interview for a place in SMU's business fac (when it was still SMU property then). Wah, what a big difference. The place looks like some foreign countries' campus lah. It gives us a very Europe/UK/London feeling... we were taking pictures everywhere lah. Haha... doing stupid poses, with a lot on Maxine's prompting =) Look damn sua ku also. But their canteen is way too small =( Very little choices for food. We were taking a long time for pictures that we almost late for our computing tutorial later!!! =) Lucky we make it on time. Here are the pictures from our little excursion... =)








Anyway, I am listening to Danny K's album now. I like more than half of the songs on the album la... it's a good album. His music reminds A LITTLE of Usher actually... Haha. Thanks!

I had uploaded a clip of one of his songs... this is my favourite song out of his entire album lah. Currently... =) And u guys can tell then that it's pop/soul type... not like South African music or something... =) A damn cool guy with a damn cool music =) Maybe will put it on play constantly after this entry =)



I know I had put some photos already, but this is like the entire album of them... as I said, a lot of Aleks. Have to get from him the pictures he took of us =( And he is damn slowcoach lah!! Now still haven't got it =( So now, here are the pictures from monday. Aleks is going to hate me for showing those unglam photos of him... but heck lah. He doesn't know my blog add =) And I took off some very very very extremely ugly ones already.... if he pissed me off I shall put them here =)




Enjoy them!!!

Cheerios!!! Listen to my danny k now.... =)

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Thursday, November 15, 2007

Yeah!!! One of my Best Birthday Presents...

Hahaha... I got one of the best birthday presents ever....

MY DANNY K ALBUM!!!!

AH!!!!


According to jul, it took 4 weeks for it to ship here... -_-'''' Damn freaking long lah. No wonder she could not give me on my birthday party... thanks for the thought girl!!! Haha... she even brought it for me today in a BUBBLE PACK cos she knows I don't like my CD case kena cracked... U really know what I really wanted. U asked me whether I want the Cao Meng Cap more but I seriously tell u, I really want them both as much. Any one of them is good enough and u got me one!!! Hahahah!!!

Thanks to tf, derrick, jj, zoe and yiwen also!!!

And I know the album is not cheap. The CDs in south africa seems to be a lot more expensive, as far as I can remember. And the shipment is surely not cheap right?? SA to Singapore... must be crazy lah. The people there must be thinking how come Danny K got a fan in Singapore.... but Haha!!

U guys always get me the things I want... Last yr was the Evgeni Plushenko skating dvd, this yr is Danny K. Thanks!!!

Fyi for everyone, I like Danny K since 2003. It's NOT A FAD THING OK??

Now I can think of how to buy the cap now... =)

I am a happy girl today!!!

Shall blog about other things tml because Danny K precedes everything today!!!


Anyway, nv get to say this, thanks for Adeline and jul also for the thought of EVER TRYING TO GET ME THE CAO MENG CAP.... I know it's not easy. I sent one email to them and I almost vomit blood the other time. Email them in english and they replied in BROKEN ENGLISH... whatever happened to HK's english man... Well, Adeline got it worst I think. She even tried to email them in CHINESE!!! I know her chinese is cmi type one... so really appreciate it =)


Here are the pictures of the album!!!


The Front cover



The Back Cover

I told u I am a happy girl today....



I am REALLY HAPPY!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!

CHEERIOS!!!

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Wednesday, November 07, 2007

This is my 4th time being sick this year

Damn damn damn suay lah....

I don't even know where to start. This is my 4th time being sick lahz. One during CNY, one during internship, one just 1 mth ago and this time lo. I know, u must be wondering how come I so free now to blog now?? I am not trying to get anyone to pity me or anything. I am damn frustrated at myself getting sick so easily this year. Actually, I am also damn pek cek now lah... must blog a bit to relax.

But this time I got the worst. I got INFLUENZA lah... got me kinda worried. Cos I know influenza used to be an epidemic long time ago. To think that I got something that killed a lot of people in the past still creeps me out. But I know something was different this time. I wasn't complaining so much on throat pain. Rather, I was having such strong bouts of body aches and a suddenly rush of high fever.... it went up to 38.3 ot 38.5 at one point. And I think influenza is characterised by sudden bout of fever and body shivers... not sure though =)

Went to see doctor and he asked whether I want to take Tamiflu anot... if u guys heard of the news, Tamiflu is the medication that was in the news quite often a couple of months back. My mum didn't want me to take such a strong medication and so we took something milder.

And still!! It can get me to tremble and shiver and feeling weak. Not to mention my head is continously pounding... The doctor has warned me that influenza takes longer than normal flu to recover... can take up to 1 week at least. Shit lah. I got a presentation this sat for Product and Brand and not to mention Biz Policy on mon...

And talking about projects, it got me feeling pek cek again. Aiya, since unlike vian's, my blog is not private, I shall not mention anything here. If u are interested, u can ask me personally.... I just wonder that how can a person be so selfish sometimes?? I don't even want to think about it at times... I am trying very hard not to put my biased judgement on this matter because I haven't heard the other side of the story but I don't even know what am I supposed to think...

I hate dramas in my life. I just want a peaceful life... why can't I get that wish??


And poor Irene. She has to go school the entire day without someone to talk to her today cos I wasn't in school today. I wanted to, but Irene forbid me. She scared I pass the virus to her, cos influenza is contagious... I have to stay away from my mum too =(

Just a little joke. That day Aleks was saying to me "Corporate"... I am so deaf and 耳聋 and tired and screwed that I heard as .......

"Cockroach"

Needless to say, it was like damn paiseh for me lah. I thought he saw a cockroach in his room and started saying that it must be his room damn dirty...

But thinking back, it is kinda funny also =)

All right. Here are a couple of pictures of my medicine... I know I looked bian tai and pervertic and insane, but I never had taken so much medicine for a LONG LONG LONG TIME already... these medicine worth their shot of fame here.

This is my fever medication... I need two types of them to fight my fever....


My antiviral medication... the main antibotic. It's crazy lah. When I see such a big pack, I was like "Shit!! What the hell do I have??" This thing itself cost $38 bucks I think...

My entire medication... =(

Pray for me that I can hold up for Sat and Mon for presentations... Better sign off now to do my overdue stuff.

Cheerios.

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Monday, November 05, 2007

There are others like me!!!

Hahahahaha...

Look at this article below.... or the abstract of it...

Look at the underlined part....


It's talking about me!!! Grasshoppers are talking about me!!! The descriptions fits perfectly lo!!!

If u can't read it, let me type it out for u. In chinese...

"我们发觉身边多了一班二十出头的年轻fans。我都好惊讶。草蜢出道 21年,我们唱《失恋》时你得7,8岁。但今是今日你都肯去搜索我们的唱片,又上网搜资料重新认识草蜢。。。"

Needless to say, there are a lot of others like me... There are early 20++ people who look for Grasshoppers cds and things online too...

So!!! This means that I am normal!!!

This post is to show everyone that I am normal.... =)

Cheeios. Got to do work now.

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Friday, November 02, 2007

Shock at the Golden Horse Awards

The nominees for the Golden Horse Awards is out...

Best Leading Actor
Gurmit Singh - Just Follow Law
Zhao Ben Shan - Getting Home
Aaron Kwok - The Detective
Tony Leung Chiu Wei - Lust, Caution


最佳男主角
葛米星 - 我在政府部門的日子
趙本山 - 落葉歸根
郭富城 - C+偵探
梁朝偉 - 色,戒

GURMIT SINGH????!!!! ARE U SERIOUS!!!??? I never ever EVER expect that he will get nominated for Golden Horse....

And Wah... my Aaron Kwok is nominated again!!! 3rd year in a row!! Wah!!!

Jul, should have watched this show instead of The Brave One at that time... should have been a good show man...

Who should I support?? Should I support local talent or my idol??

Hmm... I am torn. But I know that if these 2 didn't win I will get heartache...

Anyway, should be watching r21 version of Lust, Caution next wk if there is no kinks!! Looking forward cos it's a great show and of course, my first r21 show!!!

Cheerios. Will know the results soon =)

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