I pretty much is sian about life. Sometimes I think too much.

Anyway, I am busy with the relocation of my office from B2 to 3rd floor. I will be moving to 10th floor in May, so at the very least I can see whether it is raining! I also have a seminar next wed, 2 meetings next week, not to mention my aunt bringing my cousin from Beijing was thrown in the midst... I am really drained.

Anyway, after hitting the gym for months, I am finally seeing visible results. I tried on some of the pants that I can't wore before I started work, and I realised that I can fit into them nicely. Not to mention quite a few colleagues & friends had commented that I lost quite a bit of weight....

I have to admit, I am turning into a gym nut. Nv regret signing up so much money for it... I am also buying more sports related items, such as knee guards (must have for kb), tops, sport bras, new track shoes (coming soon), renting a permanent locker, facial mist (cause I look like a tomato after I run, as mentioned by prataman). I almost bought a pair of boxing gloves (for kb), but I stopped myself cause I think that is kinda lil too much.

I am really happy about my fitness right now. At least I am doing something about it. But don 't ask me how much weight I have lost, because my weighing machine is a little kuku, so I never know my accurate weight...

Other than my fitness, other things were not so smooth. I always tell Linda on tues that, I never wanted 2 things so much in my life. Now at least better, reduced to one. But still, that is the one that is very hard to get.

Am I having too high expectations? I seriously don't think so, but it just seems like I am running out of luck.

I need a little help from up there....

And sometimes, when you see that other people having things going their way, you just have to go 'damn!' Why isn't that happening to me??

Damn, sigh

Cheers to the future.