Saturday, April 01, 2006
I'm back
Super tired now. Beat. The last 3 days was like 3 weeks to me. Tiring, so many things to do. Not enough sleep. Cramped place for sleep. Plus the beds weren't v comfortable. Eyes were puffy because of lack of sleep and the crying.
Not to mention that the day of burial was real tiring. Mentally, physically. Saw my grandpa's tombstone. I last saw it 10 years ago, at his burial. Now, seeing it together with my grandmother's, it brought on a new feeling.
I probably won't see their tombs ever again. (That trip was just too far and rocky.)
At least now they are together. My grans had been lonely for 10 years.
I felt that I had become more emotional as I grow up. I don't normally cry at tragic movies, tragic shows, funerals. I cried only once at my grandpa's. This time, I cried more than once at my gran's. And I stayed there for only 2+ days compared to 7 days at my grandpa's.
Seems surreal to me. I can't believe I am back home. I can't believe things changed. I can't believe I got so much to do. I can't believe how tired I was. Can't think straight.
Seems like 2 months ago when I was blogging about ice skating.
I really can't think straight. I am hitting the bed.
Blog next time.
Cheerios.