Tuesday, December 13, 2005
I am totally wasted
I am now trying to stop myself blogging abt stupid stuff online and doing some serious work. I have to tidy my room, clear the junk and live normally and sleep normally. And getting to do some stuff I was never able to do during school time.
I am currently reading books. Yes yes books. People, I do read ok. And I love to read. The book I am reading is called PS, I Love You. Not a bad book, but I had read better books. Still, I am enjoying myself for the book, feeling for the characters and immersing myself in a totally different world of a young widow. Seeing from her view, I am now determined to show my loved ones how much I love them before I dun have the chance...
Anyway, I have to say, consideration matters. People are just so not considerate when they are with friends and family huh? Right now, I hate driving talk. All around me, I heard people talking about driving all the time. It's driving me crazy. I mean, ok. U can say that I am sour grapes. I am not taking any damn driving lessons at all. I dun plan to take them so soon...at least until I am more settled with my current life. But I have enough. Once, I sat with a bunch of friends and all of them are learning driving. They talked about driving for like whole 30 mins while I sat there alienated. I tried to steer them into something we are all interested in a couple of times and they drifted back to driving after a while again. Eventually, I gave up, waiting for them to stop. One of my friends, who was normally the more considerate one, was actually rattling on it non-stop. It was a shock to me about this friend. I noe that they loved it but I would appreciate it if they could have kept in to a miminal. That was the worst "driving talk" I have ever been through. There are a couple, but not as bad as this one. And that meeting meant something to me but it was somehow ruined, like the last year.
I noe I am being a rat, but am I wrong to feel that way? Perhaps so, because no doubt I would have been inconsiderate too. But right now, I just hate driving talk. So dun go rattling abt steering wheels and signals lights and cars in front of me for more than 10 mins before I'll kill you....
Cheerios...I am back to my book.
I am currently reading books. Yes yes books. People, I do read ok. And I love to read. The book I am reading is called PS, I Love You. Not a bad book, but I had read better books. Still, I am enjoying myself for the book, feeling for the characters and immersing myself in a totally different world of a young widow. Seeing from her view, I am now determined to show my loved ones how much I love them before I dun have the chance...
Anyway, I have to say, consideration matters. People are just so not considerate when they are with friends and family huh? Right now, I hate driving talk. All around me, I heard people talking about driving all the time. It's driving me crazy. I mean, ok. U can say that I am sour grapes. I am not taking any damn driving lessons at all. I dun plan to take them so soon...at least until I am more settled with my current life. But I have enough. Once, I sat with a bunch of friends and all of them are learning driving. They talked about driving for like whole 30 mins while I sat there alienated. I tried to steer them into something we are all interested in a couple of times and they drifted back to driving after a while again. Eventually, I gave up, waiting for them to stop. One of my friends, who was normally the more considerate one, was actually rattling on it non-stop. It was a shock to me about this friend. I noe that they loved it but I would appreciate it if they could have kept in to a miminal. That was the worst "driving talk" I have ever been through. There are a couple, but not as bad as this one. And that meeting meant something to me but it was somehow ruined, like the last year.
I noe I am being a rat, but am I wrong to feel that way? Perhaps so, because no doubt I would have been inconsiderate too. But right now, I just hate driving talk. So dun go rattling abt steering wheels and signals lights and cars in front of me for more than 10 mins before I'll kill you....
Cheerios...I am back to my book.
