Saturday, November 08, 2008
What I am Left With
I am officially left with:
1. 1 week of school
2. 1 finance quiz
3. 1 reading week for...
4. 1 utterly stupidly ridiculous useless exam paper
5. 2 marketing presentations
That's it. When all these are over, I am done. It's a little sad, but I guess it's time to move on...
Anyway, the finance quiz is killing me again lah. I don't know why I have a harder time with this module than the investment analysis module. I mean, the IA module is famous for being one of the hardest modules around... and financial markets are one of those can-manage module. But so far I struggled most for this module lah... it's weird! Plus, now I am dealing with deriatives... I mean, I am slightly better at deriatives than bonds ( it's weird also), but all the terms are making me confused again.
Short, long, short, long, short, long... then call, put, call, put, call, put.... then combine to become short call long put, short put long call... wah liao. I can feel my brain twisting itself to figure things out at times lah. Think I am going to mutter like a crazy bitch during the quiz to sort my thoughts... I am going to sound like I was reciting riddles...
Finding a job now is hard. I wish Lehman Brothers would just hang on for like another 6 months, or after I found a job then went bankrupt... It's very hard also on me, because I think all my life in school, I have never been rejected by any schools yet for all I have applied (albeit because I know where my calibre is, but those are good schools in any sense). Now, it's rejections after rejections... or no replies after no replies... it takes a while to get used to. Sigh... it's a sad sad world.
I have a temporary backup plan if I really cannot find a job, but I hope I dun have to use it. Or at least, I hope to delay it. Anyway, the plan is not finalised yet, so nothing is cast into stone yet...
Anyway, that time after my talk with XY about my previous post, he told me that it was a petty thing I was hung up on. HUH!!?? Albeit he doesn't know the full story (I did not tell him that), I realised that it was kind of petty, but the anger comes from many petty matters adding up. But still, I don't want to be petty at all, so I am going to try to let it all go, so that I can be a better person.
Oh yah, I am badly in need for a footcream, because I am having very dry feet right now with cracked heels! Sigh...
Ok, post getting random. Think I shall get back to bed..
Cheerios.
1. 1 week of school
2. 1 finance quiz
3. 1 reading week for...
4. 1 utterly stupidly ridiculous useless exam paper
5. 2 marketing presentations
That's it. When all these are over, I am done. It's a little sad, but I guess it's time to move on...
Anyway, the finance quiz is killing me again lah. I don't know why I have a harder time with this module than the investment analysis module. I mean, the IA module is famous for being one of the hardest modules around... and financial markets are one of those can-manage module. But so far I struggled most for this module lah... it's weird! Plus, now I am dealing with deriatives... I mean, I am slightly better at deriatives than bonds ( it's weird also), but all the terms are making me confused again.
Short, long, short, long, short, long... then call, put, call, put, call, put.... then combine to become short call long put, short put long call... wah liao. I can feel my brain twisting itself to figure things out at times lah. Think I am going to mutter like a crazy bitch during the quiz to sort my thoughts... I am going to sound like I was reciting riddles...
Finding a job now is hard. I wish Lehman Brothers would just hang on for like another 6 months, or after I found a job then went bankrupt... It's very hard also on me, because I think all my life in school, I have never been rejected by any schools yet for all I have applied (albeit because I know where my calibre is, but those are good schools in any sense). Now, it's rejections after rejections... or no replies after no replies... it takes a while to get used to. Sigh... it's a sad sad world.
I have a temporary backup plan if I really cannot find a job, but I hope I dun have to use it. Or at least, I hope to delay it. Anyway, the plan is not finalised yet, so nothing is cast into stone yet...
Anyway, that time after my talk with XY about my previous post, he told me that it was a petty thing I was hung up on. HUH!!?? Albeit he doesn't know the full story (I did not tell him that), I realised that it was kind of petty, but the anger comes from many petty matters adding up. But still, I don't want to be petty at all, so I am going to try to let it all go, so that I can be a better person.
Oh yah, I am badly in need for a footcream, because I am having very dry feet right now with cracked heels! Sigh...
Ok, post getting random. Think I shall get back to bed..
Cheerios.
