Oh well. That matter has come to a close. The ending wasn't the one I wanted, wasn't the one that is fair. And yes, I wasn't happy and had a hard time taking it down. But I had expected it and so it wasn't as hurtful. But it is hard to swollow that bite.

I just can't pretend the matter didn't happen, because it did. I know I am making her feel bad about it, which maybe I shouldn't, but I don't have the ability to to pretend nothing has happened. I am not ready for it.

And I can't quite get over the fact that I was allowed to be talked to like that and no words came from u.

There are other friends who I did not expect the concern from to be concerned about me, in which I was grateful. I guess in this matter, my expectations went entirely wrong. One did not live up to expectations, while others whom I never harbour much expectations UNEXPECTEDLY exceed them. I have gained many insights out of this and realised that I have many friends who love me more than I thought, which is a blessing in disguise.

Watched 27 dresses on thurs with Jul. First Movie of the Year. It was quite good actually, esp watching Katharine Heigl was fun. Haha... and James was quite funny too. Can be a good watch, esp if you are looking for light hearted movies.

This and next month are the Oscars movies month (in which we don't even know whether Oscars will happen anot), so there are tons of movies to put on the "Must Watch List". I wanted to watch:

1. Atonement
2. Sweeney Todd
3. Juno
4. Elizabeth: The Golden Age
5. I'm Not There (this is esp impt because there is Heath Ledger starring too...)
6. Michael Clayton (Maybe?)
7. There will be Blood
8. P.S. I Love You

So u can guess how much money will have to be spent here... =)

Went back to school today for Asian Market presentation even though it's my free day. Ended in the morning. Was waiting for shuttle bus when I saw Aleks walking across the carpark heading to Biz. LOL... he wasn't exactly walking. I saw him sort of.... bouncing a little... in his steps. LOL. Called out to him and he gave me a hug before we started talking. Rah, he is still pretty much the same lah... sometimes u just want to shake him and scream in his ears. And yeah, he is still always taking cabs despite the increase in cab fares...

And he is taking Chinese 1!!! Hahahaha... He left this on my facebook wall " wo you yi ge zhong wen xi!" which for some reasons left me roaring in laughter...

Looking back, last sem seems to be more fun than this sem actually. Though there were many more unhappy times then, there were many more fun times as well. With Christina singing "Gimme Gimme more", Freda and her emo, me and Irene dissing about Track (you know who lah Irene) and many others, it finally struck me that time really passes very fast.

And I really realise that I really like consumer behaviour studies and I like many of the communication tactics from it... maybe this is an indicator as to what career path I should focus on...

And recently I realise that I have many lunch/coffee/ dinner dates to fulfill... there's David's, Xiao Yang's (he is going to kill me if he sees me calling him xiao yang again) and Jeslyn's, who recently just dropped me a fantastic news. Happy for u gal! So far only fulfiled Mei Xing... =( I simply owe too many people dates le... Scared I will have to owe past Chinese New Year (欠过年)。。。

Ok, I am like digressing so much now. I betta go.

Cheerios. xoxo