I know that my blog had been hard to load recently, due to my overwhelming obsession to videos on youtube. I am resisting the urge to post more videos now, at least for a while. Believe me, I have so much more to post...

I listened to GGD's songs, and I kept reflecting on everything. Esp on the train. Their songs had always got me thinking, and that is part of the reason why I like them so much. I feel like I am a very evil and bad person in the past 1 mth because of all the work and stress I had been feeling. Here are the bad deeds:

I have been brutally honest, and these few days with all the stress I had been feeling, I am worse.

I have not been thinking about others' feelings, not as much as I wanted to. Esp the past 1 mth.

I have been insensitive.

I have been snapping at my mum and dad the past 1 mth, and had not been appreciative to what they had done for me.

I have been scolding inwardly at everyone who disrupts my plans.

I had blown my top on the 2nd last day of tuition to my kid, and he was so scared of me for the rest of that session that he didn't even dare to make a sound unless I asked him to talk.

I had been stuborn, and wanted things my way.

So much so that when I listened to the song Sympathy, I wondered why am I chasing all the material things in life when I had not been good to everyone. In short, I had turned evil in the past 1 mth.

And I had to apologise to everyone who is reading my blog right now. If I had been shady to u the past mth, sorry because it's been stressful.

Thanks to GGD for making me realise how awful I was the past mth.

Now moving on to another matter.

I felt like I had not fitted anywhere, and someone is taking everything from me. I wish that *it ( I am trying to protect the person's identity here) won't do this to me. Everytime I am getting close, *it comes in. It's a connection I'm feeling, we're feeling, and there's no need to take that away from us.

And I wish that for once, when I poured out my heart to u, u won't use that against me in every little way.

I hope I am wrong about all these, but I turned out to be usually right.

I am a slight empath??

Ok, moving on to a lighter topic. Movies!!! Time to compute a movie listing now before I turned on my mugger mode. Yes, that mode hasn't been turned on yet. But it'll be soon!!!

But I have given up my thinking of honours. What was I thinking? I am not that smart anyway....how to go honours? My cap sucks so badly...

Honours is perhaps way too out of line for me. Better just concentrate of getting okay caps for now...

Anyway, here is the movie listing...

1. Elizabethtown
2. Memoirs of a Geisha
3. Matchpoint
4. Casanova
5. Final Destination 3
6. Munich
7. V for Vendetta
8. Russian Dolls
9. Mission Impossible 3
10. When a Stranger Calls
11. The Da Vinci Code
12. X-men 3 - The Last Stand
13. Over the Hedge
14. Cars
15. Lake House
16. Superman Returns
17. The Break Up
18. The Devil Wears Prada
19. The Departed
20. The Prestige
21. The Covenant

So now it's 21 movies and counting...lol. Juliana, did I miss out anything??

If u guys are free, which is unlikely, watch The Prestige. Very Very good show.

If u need beefy guys, go watch The Covenant. LOL..

Ok signning off now. Better start mugging.

Oh!! Have to do MA presentation. Can't mug yet...sad...=(