Tuesday, March 03, 2009

It's too childish and I don't care

I saw a couple of people in AHS uniform today, and somehow my thoughts were brought back to those years. It was such a hectic, crazy and yet fun time of my time, but it is also like drama drama all around. Haha, ok, not exactly drama drama, but it is the most dramatic period of my life. And as I said before, I learnt a few things from there.

I just don't wish to say some things anymore. It's really too childish. I am tired of people who thinks that I speak with a hidden meaning, with a hidden agenda or trying to tread on their tertiary. Most people who really knows me knows that I speak my mind. Yes, I may offend people (it will not be the first time, but I am trying), but I speak as it is. I speak the truth, my opinion, without any intention to hurt. And yet there are people who rebuke, argue and insist that they are right and try to hint their way around that you are absolutely wrong. I never said things like "You are wrong loh", "I think some people get it wrong" or shake your head when making opinions. As I said, I just said things as it is, stating MY opinions, MY views, MY thoughts.

If you have a problem with me, I would appreciate it if you come and talk to me in person. Be a man! Take responsibility in your actions. Deal with me personally. No point of bringing it everywhere but to me.

I don't appreciate it when people have an open mouth. Yes, I can understand if there is a need to find someone to talk, but I feel that there is a need to understand when to draw that line. I believe I did that and I am not forcing everyone to do what I do. But I think it's just not very nice to say everything to too many people about things that are not so nice.

Again, I am not forcing my opinion on anyone. U guys can take this post as a pitch of salt. I always believe in that people should choose what they believe in. I believe in euthanasia, because I believe in people should have a choice in what kind of beliefs they should immerse themselves in, whether it is the liberal or non-liberal way. People should have a choice of whether they want euthanasia or not. Same with abortion. Who are we to force others in what we believe in? But we can never say the other side's opinions are wrong. Same with all other issues. Whether u want to prescribe yourself to what I believe in is your choice. I never intend to make you believe in what I believe in.

So as I said, as far as I am concerned, I am moving on with my life. I don't want to be stuck in this circle whereby I am forever crowded by issues that don't matter anymore. Whatever I may said has nothing personal, it is just how I think it is. I don't care whether the issue is cleared or not.

Oh yeah, if this post is personal, that is how u think it is. As I said, I don't care.

Anyway, I don't believe that mentioning first makes you the owner. I only think of it as an issue for work.

Ok ok ok ok ok ok I am leaving negative thoughts here and that's it. I am going to keep my spirits up and look forward to Jason Mraz's concert this thurs and enjoy myself fully and not be bother about this anymore.

ferngrass Loves her Break@10:17 PM | 0 comments