Sunday, June 22, 2008
I feel like dying
The title said it all.
I just wanna die to numb all the pain and dry all the tears that I am feeling right now.
I felt useless, idiot, stupid.
How come when it matters, he doesn't understand?
Am I so wrong? Should I be even on this earth? Do I have any worth living on this earth?
I feel like going to die.
Or maybe I should just turn into stone...
But just a moment ago, my hei jie called. And even though it's only a few minutes of call, I feel so much better that someone actually bothered to call me back.
**Thanks Hei Jie**
Maybe it's just a big time case of mood swings...
**Don't mind me.... I should be fine by tomorrow....**
I just wanna die to numb all the pain and dry all the tears that I am feeling right now.
I felt useless, idiot, stupid.
How come when it matters, he doesn't understand?
Am I so wrong? Should I be even on this earth? Do I have any worth living on this earth?
I feel like going to die.
Or maybe I should just turn into stone...
But just a moment ago, my hei jie called. And even though it's only a few minutes of call, I feel so much better that someone actually bothered to call me back.
**Thanks Hei Jie**
Maybe it's just a big time case of mood swings...
**Don't mind me.... I should be fine by tomorrow....**
