After that peak period, I have many many MANY afterthoughts... so much so that I feel that I am going to burst.

The presentation on mon was okay, except the fact that u can tell that there are 3 people in our group are sick lah.. cos 3 of us are coughing non-stop. And I did a damn paiseh thing during my part... ah.... feel so bad.

Then Aleks, Irene and me went out for a mini celebration!!! Haha... we kinda forced him to treat cos we did a lot of dirty work for him = Haha... have a lot of fun. Esp when Irene was asking him how many girlfriends he had altog in his lifetime... Haha. First time I see him so paiseh lah... so funny. Then he had this red soup thing (I forgot what's that le) that looks so damn hot lah!! Then went Daiso and have a little fun, except the part whereby Aleks caught me offguard la =( Then went Swensens for ice-cream!!! BUT I CAN'T EAT =(They had to like cut a section out for me so that I dont pass my germs to them... =( Make me feel some kind of unwanted piece of company...

There are a lot of Aleks' pictures in my camera because those pictures of me are in his camera and he is so freaking slow that I haven't got the pictures yet. Will upload when I EVER get them.. I will pick those damn funny ones though....

Haiz... if our project had been smoother, I think our experience with working with each other will be betta... but oh well. I tried my best le, Irene tried her best, Aleks tried his best, and many many more.... everything was working against us. The "S" , the timing, bla bla bla.... and sometimes, it's awful to think that u almost want to burst on somebody just because the person has been so inconsiderate. And it has been awful to feel awful and had someone to say "You sounded terrible" to confirm that... ah... so much had happened the last few weeks. If u want to know, u can come to me and I shall complain to u one by one... haha..

The following pictures are the more classic and funny ones... =)







I never had so much drama in my school life till this sem. I always have been those 'easy come easy go' girl. I try not to harp too much on things, let go of things easily and even allow people to take advantage of me a little at times (I think it's okay for this as long as it is not too much lah...) so as "lead a peaceful life" la. Close one eye, open one eye.... but still, I can't escape this sem. Sighz. No point thinking about it.

I also realised that sometimes life can be just way too hard. I met people who are just way too defensive, people who put their guard way high up and way too self-centred to see how others think and feel. I don't care if those people tell me that they do think about others' feelings, because they are not. What's the point of living ur life so guardful? Protect urself and feelings all u want, but u got think of others. Is it fair to treat others like that? Just because the person suay doesn't mean that he is in for it. There is no need to attack just because a person strikes ur raw nerve....

Letting people in and putting ur guard down doesn't mean losing your independence. Rather, it makes u more humane. Let go. Independence is not that.

Sighz. Peaceful life is good. Why can't people understand that????

Anyway, on wed, me and jul went to watch the r21 version of Lust Caution 色戒 at vivo. (Yiwen, jul passed me the cd on wed lo... fyi) Yes, the UNCENSORED AND UNCUT ONE. And of course, my first r21 show. I booked the tickets the day before, and so we got good seats. The theatre was full lo, although it is a small one. Wah..... I got no comments about those scenes lah. But I think it is kinda necessary, because I think those scenes show the transition of feelings. Without it I think the transition of feelings will be damn abrupt. And of course, it will loses its continuity of the movie... But I admit, the acting was very good. I know Huiteng and others may be going on for Tony Leung, but I prefer the female lead Tong Wei's acting. Her pain is constantly in her eyes, and I think her role (minus those scenes lah) is very very tough to act. I pity the female character in the show actually. I can't imagine to fall in love with the man u are supposed to help killing... it must be painful to play so many roles at the same time and feel so much as well....

In the theatre, jul said we were easily the youngest there. Yes, we kena check for IC before entry. But jul said that there were people staring at us when we walked into the theatre, which I did not notice... oh well. We are legally 21, they can't do anything about it =)

And also, there is an interesting thing that happened that day.... yes regarding Aleks and Alex. If anyone interested can ask me... it's kinda funny actually. Or maybe I am the only one thinking it is funny... hahaha..

Oh yeah, I was late for computing lecture on wed for 30 mins. And that lecture was only like 35 mins -_-''''' So I was there like for 5 mins lah... and then carisse, irene, carisse's friend maxine and I had way too much time to kill.... so we went to the Bukit Timah Campus!!!

Damn sua ku ok, since I had NEVER BEEN THERE SINCE IT BECOMES NUS LAW FAC. I had visited there way back in 2005, when I was called back for an interview for a place in SMU's business fac (when it was still SMU property then). Wah, what a big difference. The place looks like some foreign countries' campus lah. It gives us a very Europe/UK/London feeling... we were taking pictures everywhere lah. Haha... doing stupid poses, with a lot on Maxine's prompting =) Look damn sua ku also. But their canteen is way too small =( Very little choices for food. We were taking a long time for pictures that we almost late for our computing tutorial later!!! =) Lucky we make it on time. Here are the pictures from our little excursion... =)

I know I had put some photos already, but this is like the entire album of them... as I said, a lot of Aleks. Have to get from him the pictures he took of us =( And he is damn slowcoach lah!! Now still haven't got it =( So now, here are the pictures from monday. Aleks is going to hate me for showing those unglam photos of him... but heck lah. He doesn't know my blog add =) And I took off some very very very extremely ugly ones already.... if he pissed me off I shall put them here =)