Tuesday, October 23, 2007
I haven't felt THAT for a long time
Except for my parents, I have never cried. They were the only ones who can get me so frustrated that I cried in no time every single time I argued with them.
Today, that tradition is almost broken. Yes yes, yours truly almost cried in school. So damn pai seh and embarrassing. But it's like only little tears trying to leak out of my eye corners lah. Not those big wailings and howlings type of crying. Pls, I am not that weak, or I think I am not that weak lah....
I shall not say explicitly here, and those people who knows what I am saying, pls dun tag so obviously on my blog. I don't want him to be lurking around on the internet and happened to find out about my blog and I kenna. But it's damn frustrating to talk to him lah. He doesn't understand what we are thinking, and we don't understand what he's trying to say. And he actually say it's our english!! Is it that bad??!!
It was this frustration that drove me to the verge of tears.
And the worse thing is, I am not sure whether I have offended him. I am not sure that it's worth it based on the 'returns' that I gotten for that. I wasn't even sure whether I did the right thing.
Linda and Li Ting told me not to worry. I am trying.
And I think A*'s anger kinda rubbed off on Irene and me and that's why we were a little impatient. Not that yours truly is that patient to start with, but u get the idea.
And now come to think of it, poor A*. I couldn't imagine what he's thinking right now.
Oh well. Yours truly always tried to bounce back ASAP. You shall see the old me in school soon.
But for now, let me dwell on my unhappiness.
And I shall work hard on the rest of the things.
Cheerios. Now listening to Grasshopper's to ease my mood... =( And I went to self-take a while for some reasons to rid my inner unhappiness...
Today, FERNGRASS is upset... =(
