Tuesday, January 10, 2006
It's over
My hols are over. I am slightly luckier that since I have no lessons on mon, it means that tomorrow, which is wed, I will have my first lecture of the year and sem. To think it is programming...I can already forseeing myself saying "boring" after the lecture. Computers and I dont fit, dont match and I guess it wont be for a long time. I will have a hard time this sem...
I am already looking forward to the end of this coming sem. Lots of things happening after the end of this sem. Will have a job (hope can get something that I like), have money, lots of movies blockbusters to watch, and world cup. Caaaaannnnnn't wait already. Long time for me to recharge my batteries. But it's too far away to think about it.
I must mug, pia, chong and be dilligent in my work. I was so slacky last year!!! I want to get better results in my exams. That's a target to work towards for me this year. And I must start reading novels again...brush up my flowery english that I used to rattle a few years ago.
Tomorrow's lessons is at 12pm...until 2pm then I can go home. Feels so silly. But then again I am glad, for it's such a short day...better enjoy it while I can. But it has been raining cats and dogs these few days...maybe tomorrow it will even rain hamsters? It was so nice to sleep in this kind of weather...I hate going out when it's raining. I hope it wont rain tomorrow...
As I was lying in my bed last night, I was thinking about what kind of a person I am. I am kinda different from a lot of girls out there, am I? I was never the soft-spoken easily-bullied girl. I was never the drop-dead gorgeous popular girl. I was never the super candy sweet girl. I was never a lot of things. I am fiesty, tough, beautiful in my own way kind of girl. I'm blunt, too blunt at times. I speak my mind. I am a comedian. I told jokes, witty humours and puns. I fight with you to get what I want. I am weak in my own way and strong in others ways. I show emotions the way I like it. Laugh, cry, anger...whatever. It's crazy to be with me. In my life, I met a few people who cant accept the way I am but I guess that's how life is isn't it? I dont have to be what everyone expects me to be. I am me. If that's what costs me to be me, fine. I want to be true to myself. I have an attitude.
But then again, I don't know whether all I said above is entirely true. I don't think I am the best person who knows myself. I am still on a road of self-discovery.
Cheerios. Cheers for the beginning of another semester.
I am already looking forward to the end of this coming sem. Lots of things happening after the end of this sem. Will have a job (hope can get something that I like), have money, lots of movies blockbusters to watch, and world cup. Caaaaannnnnn't wait already. Long time for me to recharge my batteries. But it's too far away to think about it.
I must mug, pia, chong and be dilligent in my work. I was so slacky last year!!! I want to get better results in my exams. That's a target to work towards for me this year. And I must start reading novels again...brush up my flowery english that I used to rattle a few years ago.
Tomorrow's lessons is at 12pm...until 2pm then I can go home. Feels so silly. But then again I am glad, for it's such a short day...better enjoy it while I can. But it has been raining cats and dogs these few days...maybe tomorrow it will even rain hamsters? It was so nice to sleep in this kind of weather...I hate going out when it's raining. I hope it wont rain tomorrow...
As I was lying in my bed last night, I was thinking about what kind of a person I am. I am kinda different from a lot of girls out there, am I? I was never the soft-spoken easily-bullied girl. I was never the drop-dead gorgeous popular girl. I was never the super candy sweet girl. I was never a lot of things. I am fiesty, tough, beautiful in my own way kind of girl. I'm blunt, too blunt at times. I speak my mind. I am a comedian. I told jokes, witty humours and puns. I fight with you to get what I want. I am weak in my own way and strong in others ways. I show emotions the way I like it. Laugh, cry, anger...whatever. It's crazy to be with me. In my life, I met a few people who cant accept the way I am but I guess that's how life is isn't it? I dont have to be what everyone expects me to be. I am me. If that's what costs me to be me, fine. I want to be true to myself. I have an attitude.
But then again, I don't know whether all I said above is entirely true. I don't think I am the best person who knows myself. I am still on a road of self-discovery.
Cheerios. Cheers for the beginning of another semester.
